interesting...

i have found myself in a very interesting spot.
i have jumped ship.
i have stepped out of the boat.
i have taken a leap of faith.
i am "balls out" as some would say.
it is a scary place to be but a bit exciting, too.
i am definitely one who jumps first and asks questions later, but not when it comes to financial security.
i have four little people to think about now.
i cannot jump completely without thinking of those that depend on me, too.
i have baggage. not bad baggage, but baggage nonetheless.
i have to think sometimes before i jump and that does not come natural to me.
so...about that interesting spot...
i am looking for work in a place that is familiar, but in an arena that is not.
i can be a professional, an activist, an assistant, a counselor, a director, a coordinator, an event planner, a salesman...
but what do i WANT to be?
good question.
not sure i know...
and that is the interesting spot...