:(

sad face.
that is all i can muster.
after years of dreaming,
months of planning,
and weeks of preparing,
Easter has come and gone.
it was a wonderful weekend.
but it has drained me dry.
i am out of energy and it shows.
i can't muster the energy to get out of bed,
to go get my coffee...
to eat,
to engage,
to smile.

to smile?
if you know me at all, you know that is strange.

i have much to celebrate.
a wonderful husband,
fantastic kids,
depth among friends,
a free car,
a dream coming true,
a beautiful home,
love

so...

why the sad face!?

:(

would love to be able to wrap that up in a tiny little package and tell you, but
life isn't wrapped up in neat or tiny little packages.
it's just plain messy.

a little overwhelmed by the messy, today.
finding a lack of tools in which to tidy and clean it up.
so i return to bed.
a comfort so sweet.
and i will try again tomorrow.

meanwhile,

:(