anxious

(sigh)
ok...so i'm anxious...

anxious about money, our house, mike's job, our future, those depending on us, looking to us, our kids, their security and stability, my job, the stress and frustration it brings, the toll it is taking on my body, mind and even my soul, next steps, immediate steps, future steps...where are the stepping stones, who is going to arrange them, where will the come from, when will they come, where will they lead, where will i fit, how will it feel, what will they look like, what will they require of me, when will i know???

i'm anxious...

need prayer...

give it up, let go, whose in charge? not me! release...relax...recharge...rebuild...rejuvinate..remember! God is in control. Thank God!

(sigh)